Well, this makes it officially official. As of about 630pm today I was served with divorce papers. And I haven’t a hot clue how I feel about it or how I should feel about it.
It feels weird to have something tangible to touch that this is for real
It feels Bittersweet — it’s been a tough go, and although everyone is happier now, still….we were together for 10 years, and today is 14 days short of what would have been 8 years of marriage.
It feels numb
It feels empty.
It feels detached. It’s just another fact, like I’m sitting on a chair is fact.
It feels sad.
It feels lonely.
It feels…..
Yeah, it definitely feels. I’m just not sure what it feels.
The Phoenix Narrative 