**I don’t remember when I wrote this.

**I don’t remember when I wrote this. I think 2011/2012 or so but I can’t say for sure. When I wrote it isn’t important, but it was neat to find it again** I stand alonethe dark at bayholding onto the threads of hope A precipice awaitsa decision eternalDamned if I doLikewise if not And so it goes … Continue reading **I don’t remember when I wrote this. →

7/31/2017

Well, this makes it officially official. As of about 630pm today I was served with divorce papers. And I haven’t a hot clue how I feel about it or how I should feel about it. It feels weird to have something tangible to touch that this is for realIt feels Bittersweet — it’s been a tough go, … Continue reading 7/31/2017 →

Reflections 04/20/17

Some days the anger rages. Some days there’s nothing — just numb routine. Yes, you hurt me. Yes, some days I’m still angry. Some days there’s sorrow. Sometimes there’s a smile as I remember the good times. But just in case you read this: 1) I’m sorry for any hurts I caused you. 2) I can’t say … Continue reading Reflections 04/20/17 →

03/19/17

Feeling a little nostalgic. And a little blue. Not depressed as in a depressive episode (although if I wallow in this state of mind, it’s not a far trip to get there). More of a…. a mourning. A sadness. It’s been about 4 months since my wife told me she wanted a separation. Today on … Continue reading 03/19/17 →